better you read it :)

             I like the way you clear my mind when im with you, like there isnt a care in the world. i like the way you were a 'surpriser'. we were so close, you told me your secret and i told you mine. you trusted me everything and i shared with my joy and pain every piece of my life.
            But things are different now, you've to started to drift away. and the worst part is.. im the one who still hanging on.. you've already let me go. you are so wonderful, know why? because you are you, i like you. more than i like anyone else. differently than i like anyone else.when i miss you it really kills me.
            im afraid to be happy when im with you, cause whenever im happy, i know its just a while happiness. you were here and youre gone..... it was such a heavenly way when you were near me. no one could ever did like you did to me, no one.
            im trying to move on but i cant hide, my heart keeps telling me that i need you. i dont want to forget you, but remembering what we used to be, its little bit killing me. maybe thats true, 'sometimes the ones you love just have to go'. haffffffffffffffffffft i think, im a little bit little bit little bit little bit deeply in love with you *_* thank you for making me laugh when id almost forgotten how to. you are the complement in my life, i found all that i never seen in my ex on you. i dont want to throw out our memories... but i must bury it all, to realize that youre not mine

complicated

this feeling more and more each day. its kinda make me think. kemana ini bakal pergi nantinya? gmn kalo rasa ini nyampe dipuncaknya? how if i think that i must be his gf? im too scared, im too weak to face it kalo semua yg gue takutin bakal terjadi. gue mikir lagi. this is a thing that may be doesnt hv an ending. so lets think. he's
still have responsibility with another girl, but he have what im feeling too... than i try to discuss with him.
Thursday, 14th '10 15:30 pm, in the rain, at the ladder of 2nd floor of our school,there's dark. we were talking there. first, gue nyoba cerita tentang perasaan ini, dan gue udah niatin no cry. but.. air mata itu gabisa ditahan, itu keluar gitu aja. he tried to make me stopped, he was rub my head. honestly i didnt mean to offense him. swear i wont crying in front of you, but i cant:"""( hmm, may be to let him go is solution to over this thing, Gosh... gue gabisa jauh dari dia, gue sayang sama dia, gue peduli sama dia. what the hell happening in my life. kenapa gue harus suka sama orang yg ga akan pernah gue milikkin seutuhnya. finally, i decided to try move on. randomly i know i cant! its just too luxurious to forget. but once again.. kalo gue jalanin ini terus dimana penyelesaian itu? and how bout 'her' feel. gue mesti mundur, walaupun itu sakit................susah. but i requested him to help me do this, tp ga dengan cara ngebuat gue benci sama dia, and he promised me. he requested me too, he want me to open my heart for another boy. god............:"""( im terribly down right now. fu.....mau gamau gue harus ngejalanin ini, dan gue berharap kita ga lost contact. its hard, i need you but i must leave you:( i just sent you 1 picture bout you and us right? so keep it, i made it after we were hanging out in the mall. its just present for you, no offense, so take care with yours, im here, just often to sharing with me. i love you

12 things that girl likes

1. take along walks on the beach at night with her
2. wait outside her house in the pouring rain to surprise her when she gets home
3. kiss her in the rain
4. tell her that she's beautiful, not hot or fine
5. hold her hand at any moment you can
6. write notes about her (she will love it)

7. when she's upset, hold her tight and dont let her go

8. give her surprise

9. give her your jacket when she cold

10. hug her from behind

11. send good morning and good night texts

12. call her just to say 'i love you'

it all simple but special :|

Forever Friendship of Invicible's year book

Dora & Diego

LOOK  can you see we're just like Dora and Diego? hahaha LOL! youre just a little blacky boy:p and im the little blacky girl. dora has big head and small body, and also 'singa's' hair rigth? thats all just into me! Hahaha. kaykay let see for Diego. hmm, diego has brown skin, small body, smart, take care with Dora hmm and just like you:) ga ada ujan ga ada angin gatau darimana pemikiran ini bisa mendarat diotak gue.

yummy!

just choose and buy one of them for my birthday cake!;p

how i damn love much evrything about oreo

mc'd there everytime i want, just call 14045:D

belgian waffle just like this, and i want eat this thing now!!!