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             I like the way you clear my mind when im with you, like there isnt a care in the world. i like the way you were a 'surpriser'. we were so close, you told me your secret and i told you mine. you trusted me everything and i shared with my joy and pain every piece of my life.
            But things are different now, you've to started to drift away. and the worst part is.. im the one who still hanging on.. you've already let me go. you are so wonderful, know why? because you are you, i like you. more than i like anyone else. differently than i like anyone else.when i miss you it really kills me.
            im afraid to be happy when im with you, cause whenever im happy, i know its just a while happiness. you were here and youre gone..... it was such a heavenly way when you were near me. no one could ever did like you did to me, no one.
            im trying to move on but i cant hide, my heart keeps telling me that i need you. i dont want to forget you, but remembering what we used to be, its little bit killing me. maybe thats true, 'sometimes the ones you love just have to go'. haffffffffffffffffffft i think, im a little bit little bit little bit little bit deeply in love with you *_* thank you for making me laugh when id almost forgotten how to. you are the complement in my life, i found all that i never seen in my ex on you. i dont want to throw out our memories... but i must bury it all, to realize that youre not mine